wait for it...

To want something that you aren't sure is the best thing for you is a terrible feeling.  You want it so bad but it could be worse if you got it.  

Focusing on other things works for a while unless everything reminds you of it.  So yes I'll admit it, I have it bad or maybe I'm just getting desperate.  But at any rate I will wait because no matter how close I may come, I know I can never settle.